A kiss is the only way to wake me...

Why does it feel like I'm starting to get left behind? Ever since I finished studying it felt like everyone kept on living. It's like I've fallen on a deep slumber and nobody seems to be able to wake me up. It's been like everyone I know went on to get jobs, transferred schools, got to do what they always dreamed of, and also most of them "got hitch'd" as they say.

I don't know... maybe I'm just brought down by the thought that even after college, I still could not have the things I want. I try so hard to find ways to get these things yet still I fail.

Or maybe I'm just bitter that almost everyone I know have someone special to share their time with. Too much time alone gave me this realization. That I'm just bitter that I cannot find what I have been searching for whereas others have achieved this so easily.

If so then what's the point in searching for what was never there? What's the point in crying if nobody hears me? What's the point in trying if I never had the chance?