Psychotic people

What's happening around me nowadays? It's like a lot of people close to me seem to bring me down emotionally. It's like just when I finally got over my recent failure and try to bounce back, here comes these people (which coincidentally are also the same ones that I depend on to give me the drive to continue on) who then do these things to pull me down. Giving me reasons not to continue on (although not in a direct manner... but it leads to it). So then a lot of doubt surfaces on my mind. Will I be able to make it?

With all these people bringing me down, I never expected that my dad would be one of them... although I take it back, I've expected this to come. Ever since 2nd year college, whenever he would see me "doing nothing" or "just lying down", he gets all psycho on me lecturing me on what I want to do for the rest of my life. He keeps on bugging me with "ganyan na lang ba balak mo sa buhay mo, pahiga higa na lang?". And when I try to tell him that I'm getting ideas for the projects that I'm doing, he then gets more psycho on me and tells me "tumatanda ka na ng paurong.. natututo ka ng sumagot sa magulang mo!". I mean, hello?!! he asked me a question so the normal response would be an answer! Putcha.. nakaaasar ung nagpasimuno sa bawal sumagot sa magulang... he didn't even make it clear when "pagsagot sa magulang" is indeed "pagsagot sa magulang". I mean, what's the point of sending us to school if by the end of the day we can't even voice out our opinion or ideas? Then just now, while eating dinner, I grabbed a piece of "lechon skin", then my dad gave me this look then pulled the "ulam" near him, then starts to go all psycho on me again.

Is then that maybe it's my dad who is "tumatandang paurong"?