Attack of the Depression DNA

It's the eve of our endorsement... and I am feeling some array of mixed emotions... for an unknown reason I'm feeling nervous for nothing. I know I'm finished with all the basic requirements just to be endorsed but still doubts are running amock inside my stress filled mind... or maybe this is just because I've been lacking sleep for so long (try 1 1/2 years.. haha). Anyway.. I'd rather not talk about this anymore so as not to aggrevate the nervousness inside...

Just this past week I've felt this sort of mild depression. And it's been getting in the way of my work. I've had no drive to do good in my drawings this week. And to think it's the most important part of the drawings. I'm just sort of confused... the reason why I had a surge of energy to work fast and efficient this past January sort of became the same reason why I had no drive to work this past week... knowing this.. I just hope I get through our enorsement tommorrow...