EMOish...

It's 11:50 already, but still there's no progress in my thesis book. Everything is there already and all i need to do is just organize it.. but still something's pulling me back, and it's been bugging me for weeks now.. and after knowing what I just did, it just got worse.. It feels the same as when I get all nostalgic about past relationships and shit, but in a sense this one's so different. Words keep running in my mind... "should I stay or should I just go away"... "will I complicate your life even more if i told you?"... things like that... shit man.. am I making sense here? ..I feel like I'm not.. It feels like there's a big traffic jam inside my mind.. If I let these thoughts out will things get any better for me? I hope it will, because my life is slowly turning at 180 degrees... now I'm not really making any sense at all... I just felt the need to let these thoughts out...